Well,I for one is at a loss for words,because i have no exact sense of what is happening.What are the thoughts that are swirling past my head,what are the images and memories that are flooding my mind.Are they a facade of things that have passed,or are they there to remind me of regrets and sadness i've caused.
Indeed,as we pass through the path of life,we do hurt many people.I for one have already hurt so many close to me,family,friends,teachers and probably even more than that.
I just read someone's blog,uncontrollably the tears came dropping.One drop,it never stopped,the next drop,it still continued,continued,until it finally started to flow.I couldnt control it,I didnt know what was happening.I must have been such a bastard in my previous life that i have to continue being a jerk now.The countless people that have been hurt because of me.
Sometimes,maybe the only way to stop hurting people close to me,is for me to disappear.I AM the root of the evils for them.